I wish you knew

I wish you knew how much i love you.
I wish you knew how i look at you and THANK HEAVENLY FATHER for you.
I wish you knew that you are the answers to all my prayers.
I wish you knew what you have done for me.

It's when you hold my hand.
It's when you kiss my head.
It's when you look at me.

The way i fit so perfectly in your arms.
The way you call my name.
The way you take care of me.

It's all you CONSTANTLY do for me, Especially when i don't deserve it.
The way you tell me you love me... I know it's true.

I could tell you over and over, I could write you a note every single day..but it will not ever give you a glimpse of what you mean to me.

Robert Mitchell Gibb Jr., I could'nt ask for anyone better. I could't ask for a better father for my children. I could't ask for a better husband.

I love you.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

But...that's not what's on my mind... it's money.

I've always been a worry wart. I worry about EVERYTHING. IT was inherited.. really.

But lately, now that i'm trying to see if i can go to part time, to even quit after the baby is born and i've noticed..I have no idea how much we spend on eating out, how much we COULD save, and how if i quit.. we will have nothing. I'm not saying i make tons, only a lil over 1,400 a month.

BUT

That pays for the "fun" the little neccessities like TP, Tooth paste, SHAMPOO... stuff that i really didn't realize comes from my check.

Maybe it's normal. Maybe i need to find a bbetter paying job...or maybe i need to calm down and know God will provide.

That was my rant today.

I'm not going to post about the awesome flowers and chocolates Robie gave me.. bc.. I tld him we can't afford that :/

Oh goodness.